A silent love letter.

I've been so silent after awhile.  I don't know what to write or isn't I'm too lazy to post anything in my blog.  I've been waiting for a few month to think what to share or what can I shared about my life.

I have lost my father few month ago (04/14/2015) and we still felt the lost and misses him so much.  Although he is not my biological father but still among all man in the world he is the only person who willing to lend his name to be in my birth certificate.  I don't realize how time flies and thinking that I have a short time to be with him, to laugh, to share my joy and to share some of my bitterness.

Papa, i don't know whether you knowing about what I feel.  

I want to thank you for being a father and a person I can call 'Bapak'.  I didn't know that last December will be the last journey we travel on the road and having our plenty time talking to each other.  Pa, I can't believe that I would bought the last shirt for you on the day I went to Thailand the place I love to visit.  I will not receive any weekly call before Christmas from you again.  I remember last February I called you and ask you to go to the hospital to check your swollen legs and you scolded me.  Through all my life, that is the first time you scolded me and talk really harsh to me.  I was really disappointed and couldn't believe that is the last time.  I remember the last called when we talk for more than an hour on the phone and you told me about Amanda's boyfriend and I didn't know that would be the last call from you.  I can't believe that the last selfie we took will be the last photo of us.

Pa,  Tears can't bring you to life but your character makes us know that everyone is not perfect.  Your hard headed makes us realize that not all decision are worth for everything we do but it means a lot to other people when they think about it.  

Pa, thanks for your prayer and everything you have done in our live.  Love from our big family.  

In loving memory of Richard Balang Surang.  Always be missed by us.

LOVE HURT, LOVE IS CARING

What is love? Well, love is everything..what we like, what we feel and what we do. Sometimes, it good to be love and in love but in certain time it can hurt us. I was in this situation and I know sometimes it is hard to love in a person where sometimes we ignore what they have done for us. Just for the sake of us, they have burden themself and we did not appreciate it, it hurt, right? Just like God's love, most of the time we ignore His words and His love towards us but when we fall in our problem, we look for His love. God never leave us alone and He never let us walk alone in facing our difficulties. Remind me of John 3:16 What a great God we have!!!

Last week, someone strike me with the meaning of love and now I realize that love is not just what we feel but love is how we act and how we react towards him / her. I never felt this miserable with this feeling and now I need love. I use to be love before and now I think I playing fool with the love I have. Gosh, it is difficult to forgive someone that have fools the love that we shared. And dear, I'm really sorry regret about what I've done. Hmm....I'm listening to Shania Twain's song You're still the one (thanks to Luciana to sing this song during our dinner just now)..Enjoy the lyric and all I love you all!!!!

You're still the one - Shania Twain

Looks like we made it
Look how far we've come my baby
We mighta took the long way
We knew we'd get there someday

They said "I bet they'll never make it"
But just look at us holding on
We're still together still going strong

(You're still the one)
You're still the one I run to
The on that I belong to
You're still the one I want for life
(You're still the one)
You're still the one I love
The only one I dream of
You're still the one I kiss good night

Ain't nothin' better
We beat the odds together
I'm glad we didn't listen
Look at what we would be missin'
They said "I bet they'll never make it"
But just look at us holdin' on
We're still together still goin' strong

(You're still the one)
You're still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You're still the one I want for life
(You're still the one)
You're still the one I love
The only one I dream of
You're still the one I kiss good night

(You're still the one)
You're still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You're still the one I want for life
(You're still the one)
You're still the one I love
The only one I dream of
You're still the one I kiss good night

I'm so glad we made it
Look how far we've come my baby

I'M BACK!!!!

For a long-long time I didn't blog...I don't write alot, I don't even express myself and I don't show myself...Well, I back in this Sweet September...

Lately, I'm really busy with my work and my life.. Problems, obstacles, job task, and a lot more of memory happen in my life.. Gosh, I've been keeping away myself to all of you and to everyone that I known and now I know, to keep it to ourself is more difficult than to express it to the others that we really trust...

Thank God or the blessing and health that He has given me and my family and really thank Him for the guidance that I go through since last year.. Well, bottom of the story is I'M SUPER DUPER EXHAUSTED and now, I will write alot about what's going on with my day and my life...Boys and girlss.....I LOVE YOU all who has been so loyal to me even I don't blog around with you guys..However it is, you can see me in my FB and twitter (I always online with both..)

Well, will catch up with more of story and pictures from me..

With Love,

rachrich85's owner...

Crew 3 picnic

Hi guys..Yesterday, our team have a picnic at Matang Family Park. Although it's been raining for the whole morning but we still have fun together, spending time with all crew member beside that to know closer every new team member who join crew 3. Btw, nothing much to say, photos can tell you how enjoy we are..Harhahahahahr!

On our way, me & Emme

Rambo, kak yot & Nella..having some 'SERIOUS' meeting about the production issue..hehe!

Kak yot & Biruti.

The chicken..done by Rambo!! Hehe!

The '3 layer' and our hotdogs...Non-halal side.

Maling..The 'Bakar' man..hehe!

Jeff, the tukang potong...hehe!

Take turn!!! Our supervisors!! Saran & Biruti..try to show off who can BBQ better..hehe!

Customers! Waiting for the 'DELICOUS' food to cook..yum..yum!

Eating before & after our bath in the pool..

Time to bath!

Sponsered by Biruti..To warm up the day..hehe!

The Druken master! Inda..

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Take few snaps before going back to our own destination.

Me, Maling, Emme, Kak yot & Gab

Last shot from the cow girl..hehehe!!

The Official Opening Ceremony of Hitachi Global Storage Technologies Malaysia Sdn Bhd

Hey all..Long time I didn't blog..Well, as usual..Busy with my assignment & my job..

So, in my last post I did mention about the 'BIG DAY' right..Well, guys..It's the Official Opening ceremony of my company. Hitachi Global Storage Technologies Malaysia Sdn Bhd. It's still 3 months old..So, nothing much to share..I just got few photos to take...So, enjoy this few photos..

The front

The banner

The Emergency Route Team (ERT) member who handle the traffic on that day

Peter Balsem (in white shirt) doing some briefing before the occation start.

The wonderful ladies with the Sarawakian tradisional costume..

The Robot hang that hit the 'GONG'..Hehe!

Decoration in the Cafeteria

Last but not least...Dolly & I as one of the ERT (Emergency Route Team) member. Hehe!

Final pose from me!!! Hehehehe!!

My New 'BABY V'

Hey Guys...I know..It's a long time I didn't write in my blog. Well, as usual, busy with my job, back home & have my rest. I just log in my Facebook most of the time..(Making some update). Hehe!

I just started my new sem & it's a really tough semester because it's a very tough subject.

By the way, this is what am I saying about my new baby V..It's my new car..(I'm not showing off about this) but this is an award to me..

I've promise mum that I'll buy a car when QAR is out...So, now..My dreams came through..hehe!! What's so special about the plat number?? QAR?? R stand for me..RACHEL & my blog RACHRICH.. And if you read it from the last alphabet, it's like RAQ..Also, my nickname..(Where some of my friends did call me RAQ before..) Hehe! That's something about me & my life..haha!

Baby V..I love you so much although u are small but I'll take a good care of you dear!! Haha!

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This is how I feel after the receiving of my new babes..hehe!!

Makan..makan..Jalan...jalan...!

Hey..for a long time I didn't add in something in my blog..Well, this is what I do today..

I've went to a dinner with my collegue.. Emme, Kak Yot & Ramzi..hehe..We've plan this for the past 2 weeks & yeah..We 'SUNGKIR' together ( Buka puasa..).. After we've list down the places we want to go & lastly we decided to go to Pizza Hut at Boulevard.. Actually it's like a farewell dinner for our friend Emme, who moving to her new crew..From Crew 3 t crew 1. We'll never meet again except passdown only..well, Emme..gonna miss your presence in our crew..(sop..sop..sop..Sik dpt gk buli ko ler...)









Emme & Kak Yot making their final decision..



Our 1st dish..4 stick only..(1 orang satu)



While waiting the the food to came out..hehe! (Starving actually..)

The pizzas came & we serbu everything!!!!

Until the last drop of the Pepsi!! haha!

Time to pay!

I've won this from the funfair..hehe!

Well, got to go to sleep now..!! tommorow got new plan to go..hehe! Wait for my next blog..! Gudnite!

PROMISES

TUPED LUUN JANI' NEH YESUS TUHAN-KU

Tuped lun jani' Neh Yesus Tuhan-ku

Ruked-ruked ngubur ngadan neh tu-tu

Ngubur ngadan Yesus idi nenani

Tuped lun jani' Neh Tuhan-ku

Kor,

Tuped, tuped

Tuped luun jani' neh Yesus Tuhan-ku

Tuped, tuped

Ku tuped luun jani' Neh Tuhan-ku

Tuped luun jani' neh Yesus Tuhan-ku

Kareb Setan nganau' mungau niat-ku

Lutep petecu ngecekuh ago Neh

Tuped luun jani' Neh Tuhan ku

Tuped luun jani' Neh Yesus Tuhan-ku

Agan dulun sikal tudo mado tu

Ui na miak meraruh rat neneh

Tuped lun jani'-Neh Tuhan-ku

Tuped luun jani' Neh Yesus Tuhan-ku
Sala' na miak mekaneh ni-at-ku

Anun pun ui matot inan Setan

Tuped luun jani' Neh Tuhan-ku

The meaning in English

STANDING ON THE PROMISES

Standing on the promises of Christ my King,

Through eternal ages let His praises ring,

Glory in the highest,

I will shout and sing,

Standing on the promises of God.

Refrain:

Standing, standing,

Standing on the promises of God my Savior;

Standing, standing,

I’m standing on the promises of God.

Standing on the promises that cannot fail,

When the howling storms of doubt and fear assail,

By the living Word of God I shall prevail,

Standing on the promises of God.

Standing on the promises I now can see

Perfect, present cleansing in the blood for me;

Standing in the liberty where Christ makes free,

Standing on the promises of God.

Standing on the promises of Christ the Lord,

Bound to Him eternally by love’s strong cord,

Overcoming daily with the Spirit’s sword,

Standing on the promises of God.

Standing on the promises I cannot fall,

List’ning every moment to the Spirit’s call,

Resting in my Savior as my all in all,

Standing on the promises of God.

Hi...

Why I post this song out? We have the Lun bawang association service at SIB KEC this evening. We sang this song in Lun bawang & it touch my heart... I know grandpa loves this song. I still remember during new year eve few years ago, grandpa did share something about our family, how God has blessed his children & grandchildren wheather in their works & study.

With my grandparents prayer, here we are now...My uncles & aunts & mum has receive blessing from God. And Grandpa said that we should stand still with God's promises. Like in Hebrew 10:23 "Let us hold fast the confession of our hope without wavering, so He who promised is faithful."

When, I face difficulty in my life. I always remember about this word of God. Roman 12:12 "Rejoicing in Hope, patient in tribulation, continue steadfastly prayer." In BM is "Bersukacitalah dalam pengharapan, sabarlah dalam kesesakan dan bertekunlah dalam doa"

Remember about the close down of our company last December?? WD will be closing down the Sarawak Operation & 1.5K Sarawakian will be jobless this year? Well, I went through a difficult moment in that time. I ask God, why is this happen God?? Why?? Where can I look for another job where nowadays it's so difficult to find a job. I pray to God so that there's a opportunity before the close down but there's no feed back. Then, on the way of the close down, WD has announced the closed down was deffer to the end of April due to there's a potential buyer but I was not that relief because any decision will happen wheater to close or continue with the potential buyer. Then, the time has came. They told us that there'll be a retrenchment because the new buyer don't need alot of worker. I still pray so that I can stay back with the company before I can get a better job.

The day we announce the name list for the stay back. I thought I wouldn't be with the others but thank God, when they mention my name I was really happy & I say in my heart..HALULUYAH! PRAISE THE LORD!! I sms mum & Molly to tell them about the good news and they also say Praise the Lord! I was speechless how God really answer my prayer & mum's prayer too. I told my grandparents about this good news & I say...GOD is a good GOD!!

This is my testimonial how God bless me & my big family. And this song is the song of my heart...TUPED LUUN JANI' NEH YESUS TUHAN-KU...STANDING ON THE PROMISES!!

GOD BLESS ALL YOU THROUGH MY TESTIMONIAL...

It's for all..no matter what race are you, no matter what religion are you!! May God bless you!


For all my friend out there..Be patient in what you do..there'll be a reward..hehe!

Praying for Lun Bawang student in Kuching

Almost done!!!!!!!!!!

I just came back from Molly's house to send some cornice & gum. I was surprise to see that the new sitting room is almost 80% done. Just to put up the ceiling fan & lighting plus finishing painting the wall. Molly's father has done an express job!! Just now I saw that most of the sitting room is all covered with mozac..well...Can't wait for the TAUKE NEU to came back to see the new sitting room...hehe!!!

Export TUKANG..





The transformation of the new sitting room

Outside the house..Gawai is almost in here...NEW HOME FOR GAWAI!! LALAHEY!

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This morning, I was really angry when one of the door can't be open. One of the lock paddle was lose. So, got to get a new spare.. Luckily, there's a workshop open this early..hehe!!

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LUNCH FOR TODAY!!!

YUMMY! Really to go to work!