Mother's day

Hi...

I didn't realise that today is Mother's day.  The whole evening mom have been lecturing me with alot of advices and eventhough I think it is only a small thing but when I recall back, yes..It is just a words but have alot of meaning.  She somment about my messy bedroom,  my clothes, my books, my laptop, my offday activities, my studies, my expenses and alot more.  "Mom...I'm big enough for all that nonsense thing" but it is true.  Mom have the right to say that because she is living with me.

I still remember when last week Mom have to go back to her homwtown for the election session and it takes her for a week there while she's looking after her sick brother.  I was alone at home and I feel really really lonely.  How I wish that mom was here with me, talking with me, share all of her ideas and problem, nagging me and alot more.  hehe..

Tonight is my 3rd day on night shift and I was unable to be with her.  Mom, everyday is mother's day..there's nothing special for me.  It is just your presence and love that I need.

Grandma,  I really miss her alot.  Miss to tease her and make her laugh.  I know recently it is tough for her to go thru her life.  Have to take care of grandpa, uncle Jo who is sick.  I know what is in her mind.  Thinking of alot of burden she have and worries too much about her beloved husband and son.  God, make her life longer and I still love her. 

I may be rude sometimes in term of my words and attitudes but I still came back to both of you.  I may be thinking that your advices are annoying me but I still came back to both of you.  I may have done the wrong thing in my life and make you headache but I still came back to both of you.  I may have thought that it’s better you guys won’t be around so that I can go anyway I want but I still look for your presence when I’m lonely.  Mom and grandma, past presence and future is in God’s hand but you have done the plan according to His will.  Sometimes, we may think it is the other way but in the end, we still look for your cares and love.  Mother never leave us behind even how bad or how stubborn we are.  When we are asleep, you bring us in your prayer.  When we are sick or in trouble, you have a sleepless night.  Mom, thanks a lot for your care and being with me from the day I was created until today.  Thru good or bad, you are always my mom and grandma.  Happy mother’s day and God bless both of you abundantly!